This should be the final update today and I'd like to say thank you for all the well wishes and hugs i did need them. I acctually spoke to my mum today and it turns out that it's highly likely it's a nasty chest infection. Her lungs are horrible, having trouble breathing, but her white blood cell count was through the roof. So she is having test fon her lungs done incase but they recon it's a very nasty chest infection or just some horrid virus.

But we were laughing and joking and it made me feel a whole lot better

again thank you to everyone

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I got a message this morning and she is fine, still i hospital but she's off any critical list. Hopefully get the details later

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I just need to get a little off my chest, nothing really persoanl... well I guess it is but my mum's just gone into hospital, they thought it was something with her heart but it turnes out it might be another blood clot. She has had them before but they're never nice things and my mum hates hospitals ever since my nan passed away, she blames them for killing her what I suppose I can understand really. I am worried but I worry in all sorts of ways. She is in hospital what is the best place to be no matter what news reports say and I can't do anything miles away so all I can do is wait until tommorow. The thing is if your reading this message come thursday morning then chances are I've gone home. that sin't a bad sign it just means my mum might be in for long strech and I'll ave to go in and make sure she is ok. If this has changed sometime tommorow she is ok. We are just waiting on some test results. But that means tonight and tommorow are going to be extra long days awith near enough nothing to do.

lets hope for the best and that this isn't going to upset my mum's life more than needs be. She has her heart set on going to New Zeland to live but they are very strict on you comming in and they were worried enough about her finacee.